I have considered continuing this blog after the course is complete, but I guess I have mixed feelings about it. I love writing and I especially love to write creatively, however, I'm not sure if a public journal is what is right for me. I have many journals and there is a lot of comfort in knowing that it is for my viewing only. Yet, the only way I would continue to blog would be to write things that I know others could see at anytime. So, this would probably relate to poetry or something humorous that I could get other people to relate. I recently saw the movie "Julie and Julia" and I thought it was a terrific movie (based on reality) with a great concept. This woman Julie blogs her way through Julia Child's first real cookbook that was based on teaching Americans the art of French cooking. Julie cooked every recipe in the book in 365 days and by the time she was finished her blog was extremely popular, and then finally she was offered a book deal on the whole experience. I really enjoyed the movie, but I haven't read the book. So, all in all, the only way I would continue blogging is if I knew that I was doing something special with it that would touch the lives of others.

I have learned so many interesting and amazing facts while doing research for my paper. For anyone that doesn't know, I am doing my research paper on the effects of cigarette smoking on the absorption of vitamin C, the immune system, and the growth of cancerous cells. However, the most amazing thing that I learned throughout all the websites and books I have looked into is that people still continue to smoke regardless. A cigarette is probably less than a centimeter in diameter and usually about 4 inches in length. How is it possible that something so small can hold such control over a person physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm sure we've all heard smokers around us say, "I'm so stressed out, I need a cigarette." I don't think that it is the stress that is really getting to them, but the combination of the stress and the symptoms that exist and present themselves when a nicotine craving starts to effect the body. Then the smoker tends to feel relief and because of that, the pattern takes place in that person's psyche that anytime they are stressed, the cigarette will calm everything and make it ok again. NOT! Smoking increases the heart rate and blood pressure, while also infusing the blood with carbon monoxide, cyanide, and several other toxins that are extremely harmful to the body. Once a person makes the decision to quit and put that stinky, obsessive, expensive, and deadly habit behind them there is truly a sense of freedom. You can breathe again! You can achieve things that you couldn't before like go to the movies without needing to excuse yourself for a few puffs, you can finally save up for that vacation you have been putting off for years, and you can probably live 20 years longer than what you would have had you kept smoking. Not to mention, you have also saved your family, which is beyond priceless.

The last six weeks of my life have been pretty colorful actually. Since me, my husband, two year old daughter, and yellow lab moved down to Florida in January, we have been making quite a few adjustments. We have both started new jobs, my husband's is unfortunately third shift, so we are getting used to that, although I'm not sure if you ever really do. I am meeting new people and trying to get my little one involved in some local activities that get us out into the neighborhood, and we are trying to potty train. This has been harder than moving 1200 miles, believe it or not. I have eased up a little, since I am convinced that she is not ready yet, and when she is she will let me know. She is just two and a half, so there is no real sense of urgency, however, Mommy is sick of diapers! There is not just one particular thing about them I dislike, it is everything. They are expensive, can be very stinky sometimes, bulky, and I have been using them since September 17, 2007. So let's do a little math here. In her infancy stage she would go through about 12 diapers a day, then after a year or so to 7 diapers per day. So within the first year that is 4380 diapers, and there after is 3832.5. For a grand total, give or take a few, of 8212.5 diapers! I would love to see that many diapers stacked up right now and then show them to a person that doesn't think it is difficult to take care of and raise a child. Ha, would they be surprised. Well, I guess we'll have to wait and see how many more will be added to that list until Keira is ready to go potty like a big girl. Any suggestions??

Before I cam back to school I was very content with my life. I have a wonderful, loving husband and a beautiful, smart daughter, and they are my glue, my sunshine, my universe. However, it did bother me that even though I have these priceless treasures in my life, there was something still missing; I was lacking direction, lacking a goal for myself. After the course of some time, it was still bothering me more and more, so I decided I wasn't going to sulk about it anymore, but find my passion and follow it, and I knew that with the support of my family, it would all be possible. I had noticed that for the past few years I was reading a lot about nutrition and fitness, I was buying more colorful and health conscious food, and taking care of my body, as well as making sure my husband and daughter were doing the same. Then one day, it was as though a light bulb had lit up over my head and it finally clicked that my direction and future would be in the field of nutrition. After I made that final decision, it really snowballed and within 2 weeks I had started my college career with Kaplan University. The online courses are so convenient for my life, since I am home with my daughter during the day, and work at night. I am able to stay with my little one, all the while I am getting my education. My husband and daughter have been very supportive of my dream to become a dietician, and after receiving my Bachelor's degree with Kaplan, I plan to pursue a Master's degree as well. Becoming a student again has really given me so much confidence. The saying "knowledge is power" has resonated with me and proved to be so true. Even though I was happy being a wife and mother to my family, I feel as though applying a college education to that, has made me a better wife and mother to my family. I'm not sure why that is, but when I do get stressed out about juggling family, school, and work, I try to remember why I am doing this and how amazing it will be to see my name on a degree that I earned some day.